As most of you know my name is Kassie. The last couple months of highschool I was dating a man named Robert. It was fun we got along. When I graduated he was right there to support me. I moved up to WA to help take care of my mom who has MS. While there I learned something interesting. I was pregnant. Looks to be that I got pregnant a couple days before I graduated. I was scared yet happy. Didnt know how I was gonna do it all but knew even then that I would never give my child up. I called Robert told him the news. He seemed happy. Said he was excited, he even moved up to WA to be with me. Thats when it all changed. Him and I no longer got along. He accused me of cheating and said the baby wasnt his. That ended things. He went back to CA and I moved on. I moved to UT to live with my dad and stepmom. Things got better then. I got huge. March 7th, 2007 I had Tristan. It was amazing. I got induced so my dad could see his first grandchild before being sent overseas. He was 7 pounds 14 ounces 21 inch long. I loved him right then. I couldnt imagine not having him. Things were fascinating after that. Watching him grow and change. Being a first time mom. Robert didnt help but well I didnt need him. I was happy and my son was happy thats all that mattered.
August of 2007 came around. I started hanging out with people. Meeting guys that kind of thing. Then I met Mason. I was going through the drive through at Sonic and well it just clicked lol. He gave me his number and I txted him that night while he worked. We started hanging out alot. Eventually we started dating. Things went fast with us and well in hindsight I know now that I should have made it all slow down but I was caught in it all. I started working at Sonic with him we were inseperable. I got pregnant again. I had our daughter Loerya on May 5th, 2008. She was 7 pounds 11 ounces 21 inches long. Had her in 15 minutes. It was great. It was hard. Having a new born and a 1 yr old but we handled it. Mason claims Tristan now too. He is an amazing dad. We have had our problems there were alot of lies and alot of pain but we still pulled through. Mason and I arent together anymore. We are friends and working on that. There are still ALOT of trust issues and they arent just gonna go away. We have talked about getting back together and well eventually we might but for now we are happy as we are.
Despite all the issues we have our new baby now too. Brycen was born Dec 2nd, 2009. He was 8 pounds 6 ounces 19 and a half inches long. Mason moved back to UT from Evanston to be here with me and the kids. Living together has its issues. We dont always get along. Its just anothere challenge in life. Thats what life is though. Its a challenge. There are the ups and downs. Nothing will change that. We just have to take the bad with the good.
Being a mom is hard. Being this young and a mom is even harder. Living in UT being a mom whos not married well thats another thing all together. Its hard to meet people who understand and accept it. The way I see it is this...If people cant accept me then they arent worth my time. Now you have my story. You have the past in summary. Honestly I dont care who reads this. Its just whats in my head. Its my struggles and my fears. My wants and my hopes. If your interested keep reading but I wont force you. Thats that. Enjoy. And thank you.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
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